Fandom, Rating, Summary, Warnings, and Disclaimer: Refer to prologue.
Taichi Kamiya. Taichi and Sora Kamiya. Tai and Sora. Sora Takenouchi was once again pondering the big mystery. She and Tai had been going out for almost a month now. They were the talk of the school, everyone saying they were so cute together and how they made such an awesome couple. But it didn’t feel right, at least not to Sora and she suspected not to Tai either. Tai was more like a brother to her than anything. So why did everyone say they were perfect together?
The teacher finally entering the room followed by a thin golden-blonde boy distracted Sora from her thoughts. Noticing the drool coming from most of the other girls in the room, Sora mentally corrected herself. One dang hot thin golden-blonde haired boy.
"This is a new student. His name is Yamato Ishida. Do you have anything to say to your new classmates Mr. Ishida?"
"Not really," replied the boy in a cool voice.
"You should at least say hi," prompted the teacher.
Yamato smirked. "No, I’m not high, and I’m appalled that you, a teacher, would even suggest such a thing."
The teacher sighed long sufferingly, then continued. "Fine, have it your way. Sora, please stand up. Miss Takenouchi will be pleased to help you find your way around. Please take the seat behind her."
Sora watched speculatively as Yamato walked gracefully to his seat. He’s a cool one, she thought admiringly. Looks like Tai may have some competition in the popularity and good looks division. She would have to introduce the two of them, just to see their reactions to each other. Noting the teacher was droning on about nothing important, Sora tuned him out. This might turn out to be a good week after all.
"I’m going to have one of my friends show you where your last class is, okay Matt?"
"Whatever."
"’Kay. Joe, this is Matt Ishida. Matt, Joe Kido."
Joe glanced up from his lunch at the blonde boy in front of him. "Nice to meet you Matt," said Joe, extending his hand to be shaken. Matt looked at it coolly but made no move to shake it. Joe shrugged and put it down. Sora broke in, doing her best to dispel the tension between the two of them.
"Matt’s in advanced math. I’m supposed to be showing him around but I’ve got Mrs. Boll that period and you know how strict she is about being on time. So I was thinking maybe you could show him since you’re going there anyway."
"Sure," replied Joe amiably. "No problem."
"I've already told you I don’t need your help Sora," Matt stated flatly. Joe met his gaze and held it.
"You’ve never been here before, right?" he asked, pausing until Matt nodded an affirmative. "Then you must need a little help finding your way around, at least at first. Don’t be so proud."
Matt turned his head and stared pointedly away. Joe shrugged and Sora sighed. Matt wasn’t going to make a lot of friends if he kept going on like this.
Matt glanced furtively over his shoulder as he walked swiftly toward the school entrance. He just knew that that girl Sora was going to try following him home to find out where his house was. He’d seen her type before, too nice for their own good and he knew from experience that her type was dangerous to his type. They had a nasty habit of making him open up to them.
Matt was so busy making sure Sora wasn’t behind him that he didn’t even notice the two figures in front of him until he plowed into them and rebounded, sitting flat on his butt with a resounding thud. Muttering an apology he climbed to his feet, rubbing his butt gingerly. He started to continue in the same direction he had been heading but caught a glimpse of Sora and did an abrupt about-face, almost running into the girl behind him.
"Gee, you should be more careful! That’s the second time you’ve almost run into me! Poor Izzy still isn’t recovered from the first time," the pink-haired girl exclaimed, gesturing to the short redheaded boy who was just getting up beside her.
"Sorry," said Matt, casting a hunted look over his shoulder and starting to move on again. A small voice told him it was too late though. Well, actually it was a rather loud voice cheerfully greeting him.
"I thought you’d already left Matt! Oh hi Mimi, Izzy."
Matt turned around wanting to hang his head but instead sticking his nose as high in the air as he could with looking ridiculous. Since being rude, unresponsive and plain old running didn’t get rid of this girl maybe arrogance would. She seemed oblivious to any hostility on his part though. Chattering all the time she pulled his address out of him and insisted they all walk him home, adding Joe to their group when he was spotted walking ahead of them.
They had only gone a short distance before Matt heard TK’s voice calling a semi cheerful greeting to him and an unfamiliar female voice calling to the others. Matt turned around to see TK. walking next to a girl with straight brown hair and a camera around her neck. Great, just what he needed. Another person he didn’t know and had no desire to get to know. However, for TK’s sake he did his best to put up a facade and act cheerful.
Though the move had been hard for Matt, it had been infinitely worse for TK. As soon as Matt knew for certain they were moving he had began the process of distancing himself from the few friends he had. By the time they had left he had so alienated his friends that they’d probably never want to talk to him again if they could, which was exactly Matt’s plan. He hadn’t told them he was moving though, or they would have understood what he was doing and why. That would have ruined everything. Matt considered a clean cut to be best. He would remember them for the good times they had together, not any painful goodbyes. It was best that way.
TK however, had gone through the pain of saying goodbye to the people who had been his friends since kindergarten. Matt had cautioned him against it but he insisted. Matt wasn’t overly worried though. TK. made friends easily and was a very nice person. He’d have no problems at a new school. Sure he’d miss his own friends at first, but eventually their memories would fade and new friends would replace them. And apparently it was happening already.
Once the two younger children had caught up, the girl immediately extended her hand and introduced herself. "Hi, I’m Kari Kamiya."
Matt took her hand, ignoring some looks from Joe and Sora and replied, "I’m Matt Ishida, TK’s older brother. It’s nice to meet you."
"Sure, he’s nice and polite to Kari but he can’t even say ‘hi’ to me," Matt heard Joe grumble. Matt ignored him.
"Did you have a good first day TK? Make any other new friends?"
"Yeah, sort of. I met a girl and boy named Yolei and Cody on the way to school today. They live in the same building as us but had to stay after for computer club. I met Kari because I sit next to her in homeroom. I also met another boy named Davis. I’m not sure I’d consider him a friend though. Looks like you made some friends too. Can I get an intro?"
"Sure. This is Sora Takenouchi, Mimi, Joe Kido and Izzy. And I wouldn’t exactly call them friends either. In face, you could say they followed me home."
Mimi huffed indignantly and TK gave Matt a reproachful look. "You shouldn't be so anti-social Matt. Things are unpleasant enough at home. You shouldn’t be so stubborn about making life miserable for yourself at school too." Matt merely shrugged instead of saying ‘whatever’ like he would to anyone else.
"So how’s Tai, Kari?" asked Sora. "Not too sick I hope?"
"He’s fine. Just a little fever all blown out of proportion. He’ll be totally bummed that he missed the only remotely interesting thing to happen this year."
"And what would that be?" asked a voice from an alley they were just passing. Sora jumped. The voice sounded vaguely familiar but she couldn’t quite place it. Then, as the seven of them were surrounded by a group of tough-looking boys it all clicked into place.
It was ‘The Fists’ as they liked to call themselves. They were a group of bullies who seemed to get a kick out of tormenting innocent people. Their ringleader, Russell, was the first one who had spoken and he continued now. "Could you be referring to Blondie here and his little brat?" he asked, giving Matt a shove in the process.
Sora braced herself for an explosion but was shocked to see Matt just standing there with an expressionless look on his face. She glanced at TK to see if he might know what was wrong with his brother. Apparently he did because he looked concerned and more than slightly desperate.
"Oh, think you’re tough do you?" asked one of the goons, giving Matt another shove. Matt just stared at him blankly. Sora grimaced. Time to take things into her own hands.
But before she could move, she felt her arms being grabbed roughly from behind as she was held in place by one the bullies. The others found the same thing happening to them until the only one left free was Matt.
The bullies all seemed majorly annoyed by his non-reaction to their pushiness. The one in front of him seemed especially irritated. He got an angry look on his face, and shoved Matt once again, this time so hard Matt fell.
Sora watched in horror as time seemed to slow while Matt fell, involuntarily putting his arms in front of him to catch himself. She saw it coming when Matt’s left hand hit the ground the wrong way and bent at a strange angle. Matt didn’t cry out, just remained eerily silent even though it was obvious his wrist was broken. The bully sneered and pulled back his foot to kick Matt. However, before his foot could connect, TK somehow managed to tear himself free from the person restraining him and blurred in front of Matt protectively, taking the kick for his big brother. His cry of pain seemed to jerk Matt out of his trance-like state. In a flash Matt was on his feet, standing in a protective stance between the thug and his little brother. "What in hell do you think you’re doing?!" asked Matt in a low, dangerous voice. He had a vice grip on the front of the bully’s shirt and was slowly but surely lifting him off the ground, using just his right arm.
"Uh, I...I..."
"Just what I thought. You don’t have a clue. I’m going to tell you this one time and one time only. Stay away from my little brother. If I ever find you’ve hurt him again, your life will be snuffed out just like that," Matt said threateningly, snapping his fingers in the bully’s face. "Do you understand me?"
The bully gulped and nodded hurriedly. "Perfectly sir," he squeaked nervously.
Matt nodded in satisfaction. He didn’t notice the bully sneaking up on his exposed back since the bully who had been originally holding him back had reclaimed TK. A streak of colors intercepted him though, helpfully kicking his feet out from under him. That streak of color resolved into a rather slight boy with wild brown hair.
The bullies’ collective eyes widened in fear and surprise and several even went so far as to start immediately backing away from the boy. "Clear out, now!" he ordered in a strong clear voice. "You’re not needed here." The boy struck a menacing fighting stance. That was all that was needed for the bullies to break. The boy watched in undisguised amusement as the bullies scrambled to get away as fast as possible, stepping on each other heedlessly.
"Tai!" cried Sora joyfully.
"Great timing big bro!" added Kari.
Matt’s voice cut through their elation though. It was as cold as it had been before but now it held a semblance of concern. "Are you all right TK?"
TK started guiltily. He had almost forgotten about Matt in the excitement. "I’m fine Matt, but..."
"I think the question we should be asking is, are you okay?" Tai moved next to Matt and inspected his wrist gently. "Your wrist is definitely broken." Matt stared at his wrist as if it was a foreign object he had never seen before in his life, then looked at Tai in the same way. Tai didn’t budge though. "We’d better get you to the hospital."
"Why?" asked Matt.
"Most people do go to the hospital when they get hurt." Matt shook his head impatiently.
"No. Why should you care?"
"Why wouldn’t I?"
"I’m not worth the trouble."
"Matt," TK interrupted in a small voice. "You’re scaring me. You know I hate it when you’re like this." Matt closed his eyes temporarily and when they opened again sense had flooded back into them.
"Sorry TK. If someone could just direct me to the nearest hospital I’ll be on my way."
"It’s pretty far away," said Tai. "I could give you a ride on my bike if you want."
"Yeah. Mom and Dad have the car but Tai’s motorcycle isn’t too bad," chimed in Kari, trying to ease the tension a little.
"I don’t know you guys. A motorcycle isn’t exactly the best mode of transportation for a person with a broken wrist..." Joe looked worried. "Maybe we’d better call an ambulance."
Matt grimaced. "No way. I don’t need one. I’d prefer the motorcycle. Besides, I’d rather not burden the ambulance. I’m fine for now, I just need to get this set. No big deal."
"Then let’s get going!" Tai grabbed Matt’s arm and started to pull him along. The others shrugged and followed, keeping pace easily. Luckily, the apartment where Tai and Kari lived was nearby and they reached it quickly. Tai gave Matt a helmet, put on his own, and then climbed on. Matt hesitated, looking at the motorcycle doubtfully, likely reconsidering his earlier decision.
"We could always go home and call an ambulance from there, or maybe get Mom or Dad to drive you to the hospital," suggested TK, knowing that would make up Matt’s mind. Matt wrinkled his nose and shot TK a knowing look but got on the bike. "Hold on," instructed Tai, starting the cycle. Matt obediently put an arm around Tai then waved an awkward good-bye to the others as the motorcycle started off down the street.
"That was quite strange," commented Izzy after Tai and Matt were out of sight. "How often does your brother get like that TK?"
"Anytime he feels threatened, either physically or emotionally. He’s really sensitive behind his walls. Just about anything can hurt him. The counselor at our last school said he has a self-confidence problem. Don’t tell him I told you that though; he’ll see it as a betrayal since I’m the only one he told. Normally, I wouldn’t tell you anything but for some strange reason I feel like I can trust you guys."
"You can TK," said Kari reassuringly. TK smiled wanly but he still looked extremely worried.
"I have an idea guys," said Joe. "How about we walk to my house and I’ll drive us all to the hospital so we can check on Matt."
"Thanks Joe," replied TK gratefully as they set out again, this time heading for Joe’s house and walking more briskly than before since before they’d had to keep to Matt’s pace. "You guys are the best."
Tai braked for a red light and glanced at the boy behind him. He doesn’t look too good, thought Tai worriedly. As if hearing Tai’s thoughts the boy-Matt-spoke. "I’m fine. Don’t worry about it." His pallor belied his words though and he looked like he was about to black out any minute now.
Tai sped forward when the light turned green causing Matt to tighten his grip. Tai was given further evidence that Matt wasn’t feeling well when he leaned forward on Tai’s back and rested his head on Tai’s shoulder. The hospital was just ahead thank goodness. Tai parked as close to the emergency room as possible then pulled Matt along behind him.
It was fairly quiet inside. There was a mother holding a sobbing child, an older man with a nasty gash on his forehead and a girl with no visible injury being wheeled away on a stretcher. A fairly young looking nurse walked over to them almost immediately. "What seems to be the problem?" she asked kindly, directing her question toward Matt since Tai was quite obviously healthy and Matt wasn’t.
Matt just continued to stare blankly at nothing in particular. Tai waved a hand in front of his face, then grinned wryly as Matt blinked vaguely at him. "Guess he’s gone into shock or something," answered Tai for him. "His wrist is broken."
"I see. Could you possibly wait without any fainting episodes or such?" The nurse sounded vaguely annoyed and Tai guess that was what was wrong with the girl who had been wheeled away just as they entered and probably for no real reason.
"He endured a fifteen-minute motorcycle ride. This ought to be a walk in the park."
"Glad to hear it. Although I must say, a motorcycle isn’t the ideal mode of transportation for someone with a broken wrist. He could have injured himself more if he wasn’t careful."
"It was the handiest way."
"No big deal, I was just commenting. I’m going to need you to fill out some papers. Is that alright?"
"I can try, but we’ve never even been properly introduced. I just happened to see him getting beat up on by a bunch of bullies."
"Oh, well, please try. Maybe he’ll snap out of it a little."
Tai shrugged. "Ok. No problemo."
"Thank you. I’ll be right back with the papers." The nurse walked off, stopped momentarily in an attempt to soothe the child and his mother, grabbed some papers, and walked back. "Here. Fill these out," she said, handing Tai the papers.
Tai sighed as he looked at them. Guess I better see if he can answer for me. "Your name’s Matt right?" The blonde boy looked at him blankly. Too kawaii! Tai’s mind screamed and Tai blinked in unison with Matt. Where had that thought come from?
"Where am I and who are you?" said a very confused sounding voice. Tai focused on Matt and shuddered as he suppressed a mental squeal.
"We’re at the hospital and I’m Taichi Kamiya," said Tai in answer to the boy’s question.
"I’m Yamato Ishida."
"I thought your name was Matt."
"That's just a nickname."
"Oh, well you can call me Tai. That’s my nickname. Think you can write? I have no idea about these questions."
"Sure. My right wrist or hand or whatever isn’t damaged."
The boys sat in relative silence after that, Matt filling out papers and Tai staring blankly off into space. The other patients were called and time seemed to drag to a standstill. Finally Matt was summoned. He handed the just complete papers to the nurse and let himself be led away. Tai had to restrain an impulse to go with him. He had to release his nervous tension somehow though, so he stood and paced. He didn’t know why he should care so much about someone he had just met but for some strange reason he did.
That was how the others found him when they arrived at the hospital five minutes later. "Where’s Matt? He’s okay isn’t he?" queried TK, sounding and looking concerned.
"He just got in about five minutes ago. Your Yamato was fine though the last I knew."
"I take it he introduced himself to you then? Why is it that everyone but me gets treated civilly?" complained Joe loudly.
"He was a little disoriented and he went into shock for a while. Maybe that's what it is," answered Tai soothingly. "Right now I don’t think we can do anything but wait." The others nodded and settled down to do just that.
"Oh my God, my parents are going to kill Matt!" exclaimed TK out of the blue.
"Why would they kill Matt if it wasn’t his fault?" asked Izzy curiously.
"They always blame everything on Matt, no matter what. And we were supposed to come directly home from school! This is not good!"
"That’s so mean, blaming Matt for everything," complained Mimi. "No wonder he’s not very friendly."
"Here TK. I’ll walk to the phone with you and explain everything to your parents," volunteered Joe.
"Thanks," replied TK gratefully.
They walked off and then Izzy, Sora, Kari, and Mimi got in a quiet conversation. Tai resumed his pacing. Matt had better be all right! TK and Joe returned after a few moments, TK looking more than mildly ticked off and sat down. After what seemed to Tai to be days and days of walking back and forth, a doctor finally emerged from within the inner hospital.
"Who’s here for Yamato Ishida?" he asked, seeming to be looking for an adult.
"We are!" chorused the group. "Is he all right?" they continued.
"Yes, it was a clean break and there were no problems setting it. But where are his parents? He is, after all, a minor and I need to speak to them."
"They’re on their way," answered TK with a note of disdain in his voice. They hadn’t even seemed to care when he told them Matt was at the hospital.
"Are you related to him?"
"We’re brothers. Can I see him?"
"Yes, but I’m afraid your friends will have to wait out here."
"Now wait just a minute!" protested Tai indignantly. "I drove him here and have been wearing a hole in the floor worrying about him and now I think I deserve to see him too!"
"I’m sorry young man, but-"
"Doctor," interrupted TK. "I’m not really feeling too well but I really want to see Matt. It would really help if Tai could come with me for support."
Tai looked closely at TK. He did look kind of pale and seemed to wavering slightly on his feet. TK ducked his head and summoned up a tear, letting it slide forlornly down his cheek. The doctor visibly softened. "Oh all right," he consented with a shake of his head. TK perked up a little but still looked unnaturally pale. "Follow me," said the doctor.
Tai and TK followed obediently. The doctor led them to room #124, motioned them inside and then quietly shut the door behind them. When they entered Matt was sitting on the hospital bed looking impatient.
"Hey TK. Are Mom and Dad here yet?"
"Not unless they arrived in the two minutes it took us to walk to your room."
"Oh," Matt said disappointedly. "Darn doctor won’t let me go until he talks to them. Pushy old busybody."
"He almost didn't let me in," complained Tai.
"Yeah. I had to pretend to be sick," added TK.
"Why’d you guys come anyway?" Matt asked, then blushed. Get your mind out of the gutter Ishida, he berated himself. Just because you’re in the presence of one of the hottest guys you’ve ever seen doesn’t mean a thing. Keep it clean.
"We didn’t," answered Tai teasingly and Matt almost groaned. Instead he shot a glare at Tai and blushed even more.
"I don’t know what you guys are thinking about and frankly I don’t want to," said TK, noting the strange looks on their faces. Matt looked embarrassed and Tai looked...intense.
The tension in the room was dispelled when the doctor entered the room followed by Matt and TK’s parents. Their father was nodding impatiently with their mother trailing along behind looking bored. Matt stood up and yawned lazily, steadying himself seemingly nonchalantly with his left hand. Only Tai saw the pain that momentarily flashed through his eyes, quickly masked by cold arrogance. Tai restrained the impulse to go to him and instead watched silently.
Matt, his parents, and his brother TK got out of the hospital in record time. Tai followed them, silent and unnoticed as a shadow. Tai watched as the four got in a car and drove off. His friends joined him but he paid them no mind.
Why do I feel so drawn to him? mused Tai. No girl has ever got me hooked so fast. But I can’t be gay. I’ve never liked any other guys like that, so it must be just him. Maybe he’s a girl in disguise. Naw, couldn’t be. I need some sleep. Damned fever must be getting to me. I’m making mountains out of molehills. I’m just curious about him that’s all. Yeah, that’s it.
"Tai?" A hesitant voice that he recognized as belonging to Sora broke into his thoughts. "I think we need to talk."
"What about?" asked Tai absently.
"Us."
That was the one word that got Tai’s undivided attention. Here it comes, the moment of truth. She either feels the same as me and wants to end this farce or I’ve been imagining things and she wants to just get me alone. Either way, what will happen will happen.
The others, sensing a private conversation in the offing, backed away and began talking among themselves, giving Sora and Tai their privacy.
"Tai, this just isn’t working for me," began Sora after taking a deep breath. "I don’t know about you, and I don’t want to break your heart if you’re in love with me or something but-"
"I’m more like a brother to you than a boyfriend," finished Tai calmly.
"Exactly!" Sora was relieved. She hadn’t wanted to hurt her best friend. He didn’t seem bothered at all though.
"Got anybody else in mind?" asked Tai casually. Sora shook her head no. "Well, not to sound cheesy but I want us to still be friends."
"No doubt of that," answered Sora cheerfully. Tai then turned around and grinned at their friends.
"Ok, you can stop eavesdropping now. It’s over."
"Eavesdrop? We would never do a thing like that!" said Kari innocently.
"And I’m the Tooth fairy," answered Tai sarcastically.
"Ooo, can I see your wings?" asked Mimi in a cutesy little kid voice. Tai mock-glared at her and everyone burst out laughing.
"So what’d you think of Matt and TK, Tai?" asked Sora after the laughter had died down.
"Well," hedged Tai, "I thought TK was a good kid."
"And Matt?" asked Izzy in his usual curious tone.
"He’s okay I guess."
"If he’s just ‘ok’ then why were you so worried about him and why did you insist on going to see him personally?" inquired Kari astutely.
"Um..." Tai fumbled for an answer that he didn't even know himself.
"I think Tai’s got a crush!" squealed Mimi. And to Tai’s shock he found himself blushing, something that only happened to him once in a blue moon. Maybe they won’t notice, he thought hopefully.
"Gee Mimi, I think you’re actually right for once. Tai’s blushing!" noted Joe loudly.
"I do not you guys!" denied Tai desperately.
Wait a second. Denied desperately? Why am I denying? There’s nothing to deny. Nada, zip, zilch, zero. And desperately? I’m not desperate. It ought to be ‘stated calmly.’ Tai restrained the urge to shake his fist at the sky. "I don’t have a crush on Matt." Yes, that’s better. Be calm and collected; don’t let ‘em see what you’re thinking. Wait, what am I saying? I don’t have anything to hide! It’s not like I’m falling in love with him or anything.
But what if you are? said one treacherous corner of his mind. He turned on it with all his might, wishing he could shred it into little tiny pieces.
Who are you and what are you doing in my head? he demanded of it angrily.
Oh, well, I’m the little prophetic part of you that knows exactly what’s going to happen.
Then tell me!
Sorry, can’t. It breaks policy to give you too much information directly. I work better with little hints. I push and shove you just enough to get you pointed in the right direction and then let events take their natural course. Oh, by the by, I’ve set a memory erase bomb. I’m afraid you won’t remember any of this in a moment, just the fact that you’re falling in love with Yamato Ishida and will do anything in the world to get him to feel the same way about you. By the way, aforementioned memory erase bomb will go off in 3...2...1!
Tai lost his grip on awareness and spun away into darkness. Colors and scenes swirled around him until all he saw was a blonde haired, blue eyed boy that had just become his heart’s only desire.
Tai blinked bleary eyes and peered around him inquisitively. He was in a car. Joe was driving, Izzy was curled up in the passenger seat, and Mimi and Kari were seated in the back with him. "Welcome back to the land of the living," greeted Kari.
"What happened?" questioned Tai groggily.
"Your fever got worse. You were delirious for a while. So we took you back into the hospital. A doctor looked you over, gave you a shot and then told us to take you home. You fell asleep in the car."
"Oh." Then a thought occurred to him. "What about my bike?!"
"Sora said she’d get it."
"That’s a relief."
"We’re there," interrupted Joe as he brought the car to a stop.
"Get well soon Tai," the others wished him as he and Kari exited the car.
"You can bet on it," he guaranteed. "I wouldn’t miss tomorrow for the world."
Matt dreaded school more than usual. At least most of the time he could fade back into the crowd. But having a broken wrist didn’t exactly help when you didn’t want to be noticed. There would be the inevitable curious people, inquiring minds, nosy busybodies, etc. He wasn’t expecting anyone to want ot be around him, especially considering how rude he had been the day before. So he was really shocked when he arrived at school to find Mimi, Sora, Izzy, Joe, and a tired but determined Tai waiting for him.
"Hey Matt! How’s the wrist?" Matt stared at him for a moment, speechless, then recovered.
"Fine," he answered curtly. Tai didn’t seem daunted by his surly behavior though.
"Can I see your schedule?" Matt took it from his pocket where he had put it for safekeeping and handed it to him without a word. Tai examined it for a moment, then handed it back grinning. "Great! It’s almost identical to mine. There’s only one difference, and we can fix that easily enough. You’ll just have to join chorus."
"Why?" asked Matt uncomprehendingly.
Tai gave him an exasperated look that seemed to say ‘Have you turned your brain on this morning?’ and sighed. "So our schedules will be the same and you won’t have to be alone with a bunch of people you don’t know."
"I don’t know you that well either."
"But at least you know me partially. That’s better than not at all."
"Whatever."
Tai put his hands on his hips and glared at Matt. "What is your problem? I’m just trying to be nice!" Matt looked away pointedly, obviously not going to answer. Tai narrowed his eyes, then grinned. From Joe’s reaction when he found out that Matt had introduced himself he knew that he had some sort of hold over Matt. He’d just have to use that to his advantage.
The others watched in amusement as Tai stepped directly in front of Matt and went all pleading and chibi-ish. He locked gazes with Matt and tried again. "Please tell me? Pretty please?"
Tai leaned closer and closer to Matt until he could feel Matt’s breath on his face speeding up as he got so close that they were almost touching. Matt found himself frozen by Tai’s nearness. He desperately wanted to pull away but his body didn’t seem to be responding. Before he knew what he was doing his mouth was speaking, seemingly unconnected to the rest of his brain.
"The psychologist at my last school gave me a whole list of my ‘problems.’ The ones I remember are problems at home, lack of self-confidence and belief that the whole world is out to get me."
"What happened to the list?"
"Was supposed to give it to my parents. Threw it away instead and swore at the psychologist next time I saw her. Got in trouble but it was worth it."
"So, the emperor has no clothes," said Tai softly (1)
Matt blinked since his eyelids were all he could seem to move. "Huh?"
"Nevermind."
And Tai backed away, then stood there nonchalantly, as if nothing had happened. Matt found he had suddenly regained the ability to move and took a step backward. He glanced around for an escape route but could find none. The others had formed a semi- circle around him and there was a wall directly behind him.
"So, are you going to join chorus?" asked Tai.
Matt didn’t answer for a moment, then hastily answered "yes" as Tai took a step closer to him. He wasn’t scared of Tai, not at all. All his instincts were screaming that he could trust Tai, and he honestly didn’t think Tai was a threat to him. He just hated losing control, and something about Tai made him do just that. Tai was going to have to be avoided at all costs if he could take away his control as easily as he had.
"Great. We better get to class though. We’ll go get you schedule changed during second period study hall." Tai started off, expecting Matt to follow, but he didn’t. So Tai stalked back, grabbed Matt’s right hand, and pulled him along reluctantly behind him with the others flanking them, Joe and Izzy to the left and Mimi and Sora to the right. They drew quite a few weird looks as they walked down the hall to their lockers, but they ignored them and forged on.
And that was how Matt’s entire day went. Tai made all decisions and got all answers he wanted and basically ended up exercising an almost total control over Matt. And the funny thing was that after a while Matt found himself not minding and, strangely enough, relaxing. It was as if something deep inside him was telling him that everything was going to be all right. Tai even insisted on walking him home that night and not a single bully dared to show his face.
Matt was almost happy when he got home that evening. It was nice not having to worry about everything for once. And then he got home and it all flew out the window.
His parents were packing up only recently unpacked clothing and other essential items into bags. For one heart-stopping moment he thought it was some sort of nightmare, and that they were moving again. Time slowed as his parents looked up and his mother‘s mouth opened to speak.
"Get packing boys," their mother said cheerfully. "We’re going away for the weekend."
"But we just got here," complained TK.
"Fine," relented their mother. "You can stay with a friend if you want. Your father and I are going to visit some old acquaintances."
"What about Matt?"
"He can too I suppose. If anyone’ll let him. Got anyone in mind Matt?"
Matt was silent for a moment as he weighed his options. He could stay Tai’s, completely in the other boy’s control, or he could go and be tortured by his parents. No choice really. "I’m sure Tai wouldn’t mind."
"Who’s that?"
"The boy you saw at the hospital last night."
"Oh. He seemed awfully...I don’t know."
"I was gonna go there too. Tai’s little sister Kari and I are friends," TK put in.
She gave in gracefully. "All right, as long as it’s all right with their parents."
"I’ll call right now," said TK as he set off for their newly connected phone. Matt also left, heading for his room to pack his clothes. He didn’t want to be in that house a minute longer then necessary. TK stuck his head in just as he was finishing.
"They’ll be here to pick up in a minute. We’ll be staying all weekend, until Monday morning."
"’k. I’m gonna go outside and wait for them."
"I’ll be out in a minute. Send Kari in if they get here before I’m ready."
“Will do."
Matt walked out, bid a short farewell to his parents, and went out front to wait. Tai arrived shortly after with Kari on his motorcycle. "TK’s still getting ready," he announced. Both hopped off, Kari removing her helmet expertly.
"I’ll go get him."
She then headed for the front door, knocked politely and gained admittance. Matt stood there awkwardly until Tai finally spoke. "Hop on. Kari was planning on walking with TK. It’s not really that far. I just thought you could drop your stuff off at home and then I could show you around town. You know, since you’re new here and everything."
"Whatever." Matt put on the helmet and sat down on the cycle behind Tai without touching him. Tai waited a moment for him to hold on, but when it seemed evident he wasn’t going to, Tai turned around.
"Hold on," he instructed and Matt, once again captivated by his deep brown eyes, obeyed.
They were at Tai’s house within minutes. Tai parked his bike outside while they went in and dropped off Matt’s stuff. Tai entered the apartment confidently, with Matt trailing along behind. Tai’s parents looked up as they entered the room and smiled greetings. "Is this your friend Tai?" his mother asked. Tai nodded.
"Yup, this is Yamato Ishida. We all call him Matt though."
"Nice to meet you Matt." Matt shot Tai a wry look and nodded politely.
"We were just gonna drop off Matt’s stuff and then take a ride around town since Matt’s new here. Any objections? Speak now or forever hold your peace."
"Go right ahead. Just be back before dark."
"Sure thing. See you later!"
Tai showed Matt where to put his stuff, then ushered him back to the motorcycle. They were gone less than five minutes after they arrived. Tai drove them all over the town, pointing out the coffee shop, pizza parlor, various fast food restaurants, the movie theater, Eastside Mall, and the park.
They stopped to take a short walk at the last. Tai mentioned in passing that it was named for some guy that gave money in order for it to be built, but confessed sheepishly that he never could remember it. Matt had to smile at that. It was so typical of the boy he’d come to know in the time they’d spent together, short as that was.
The park itself was nothing special. It was situated next to the river that ran through the center of Santa Monica. There was a playground with swings and other amusements for young children. Trees, flowers, benches and paths made up the rest of it small area. It was pretty and peaceful to be sure, but nothing special at all. Matt liked it though. It reminded him of another park he’d played in as a small child, before the first move.
By the time they reached the park though, the sun was rapidly approaching the horizon and darkness creeping up slowly but surely and they didn’t have time to linger. They barely made it back to Tai’s house before darkness.
Matt had no clue what to expect from Tai’s parents. At first glance they looked like one of those families you see on TV, all cheerful and bubbly and sickeningly happy. As the night progressed however he began to notice little things that made them not quite so perfect, like Mrs. Kamiya’s cooking with fungus obsession, or how Tai’s father would always put his feet on the end table in front of him instead of bothering to put up the chair.
Their house wasn’t as scrupulously clean as one on TV would have been either. There were two rows of lines with dates as marks of Tai and Kari’s growth over the years, and a clutter of magazines on the end table. Miko, their pet cat, tipped over the garbage can once looking for something to lay with, much to Mrs. Kamiya’s disapproval. No, their house was far from perfect, but it was comfortable and happy, which seemed more important to Matt in the long run.
TK and Kari disappeared into Kari’s room soon after they ate supper to surf the Internet and hang out. Matt and Tai stayed in the living room to watch a movie with Tai’s parents. After it was over they headed for Tai’s room to play video games. Tai beat Matt numerous times, but Matt kept trying and improved with each game, even managing to defeat Tai a couple times, just enough to keep it interesting.
As the night grew old they began to get tired however and a little after midnight they determined that it was time to get some sleep, or at least relax a little. It was decided that they both would sleep on the floor and sleeping bags were pulled out of the closet, which they gratefully crawled into, as the night was growing chill. They stayed up a couple hours after that, talking. Tai regaled Matt with stories about this and that, and Matt even ventured to tell Tai a little about the friends he had left behind at his old home.
Tai dropped off to sleep at around 2:30 in the morning and Matt didn’t wake him, remembering he had been sick. Matt stayed awake for a short while longer, pondering how it was that Tai could make him feel so safe and wanted with such apparent ease. But after a while he dismissed the mystery and followed Tai to the land of the dreams where they met up again, finding each other with an ease that belied their short acquaintance. And once they were together again they joined hands and laughed until they cried at everything: life, death, and in between.
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