You enter a blue room, lighted by some source you can't quite locate. A girl dressed entirely in blue sits inside reading a book. Even her hair is blue, and the lighting gives her skin a faint blue tinge. She looks up after a second as if she has heard you, even though you know you haven't made a sound. Her eyes are the only thing in the room that aren't blue. They are a bright green that reminds you of emeralds. The girl smiles at you. "Hi, I'm Tani. Nice to see you. Sorry I'm not very well prepared, I wasn't expecting any visitors. Please sit down and make yourself at home though." She smiles and a chair appears behind you that you settle into.

"So, you want to know about me huh? Well my real name is Brittany, although I'm also known as Amy, Juunanagou (Juun), and Clueless. Unfortunately, this isn't how I really look. I actually have brown hair and blue eyes. The rest I leave to your imagination. I was born on March 22.

I'm a contradiction. I'm cheerful, but I get depressed.

I'm an optimist, but my cynicism tends to overwhelm me at times.

I hate to see people hurt, especially when I cause that hurt, and yet I can't resist the urge to tease my friends.

I love my privacy, but I couldn't survive without my friends. I'd spontaneously combust.

I have ambition in spades, but I don't have half enough drive.

I love to dream, but half the time I don't even believe what I'm dreaming about will ever happen.

I'm an A student, but I don't try. If I did, who knows what I could accomplish?

I can't stand young children, despite numerous vows on my part to never treat the little kids badly.

I love to write romance, but I've never been in love.

I'm scared of spiders and snakes, despite rationally realizing that they can't hurt me.

I want to believe in magic, but my logic won't let me. Logic dictates that I can believe in parallel universes that have magic though.

My religion is just a belief in and love for God, into which I tend to incorporate my own morals.

I believe in the goodness and potential of humans, but I think the world is going down the drain.

I'm shy, but I love to talk.

My favorite books can move me to tears, to laughter, to obsession, and that's the way I like it.

I'm into yaoi. Homosexuality is no prob. I'm straight though, much to my sometime dismay.

I don't like violence, but ice hockey is my favorite sport and I love to cheer on my players when they're in a fight.

I'm insecure and have low self-esteem.

I cry when I'm angry; I'm a wimp.

I'm both a trend-setter and a lemming.

I worry constantly, to the point that I have trouble getting to sleep at night.

I love my family, but sometimes I'm not sure I like them.

I like blue, black and purple, but I can't stand pink in large quantities.

I'm always cold in the winter despite usually wearing a sweater and being wrapped in a blanket.

I love all seasons. They're all so special in their own ways.

I'm not good at endings, but for me they define how I later judge the story.

I can't stand to be wrong and I hate looking stupid.

I *do* exist, contrary to popular belief, and I don't like being left out.

I'm pretty patient, but when I lose it I can be downright scary.

I'm just me.

For more on the everyday life and doings of me, feel free to visit my lovely livejournal.


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